Self Disposal

I threw  a lump of flesh today

In a plasic bag so costly,

Couldnt find a cheaper one

 it was to be done so hastly.

                                      The blood in the bag was dripping slowly,   

                                      Staining my marble floor.

                                      I wish i could dispose it off,

                                     Without stepping out from the door.

I was reminded of the wasteland close,

Perfect is this cure

The locals would ofcourse object,

But I can spend some more.

                                       I threw it out like a good athlelte,

                                      Crossing the bushes so wide

                                      Down it fell with soft thud

                                      As  playful kid from a slide.

  

                                     Dogs rejoiced and the crows partied, 

                                     Gave me so many blessings

                                     Surely  will I now go to heaven

                                     Despite my other doings .

As I turned to go back,

I heard a silent scream

Was  someone sobbing there

Or just another dream

I happily ignored the light sobs

Though I could feel a pain

That pound of flesh was ofcourse mine

Which had just grown in vain

                                    “Mama, Mama” it called me back,

                                      I said I cant anger my Gods,

                                     They didn’t want you to be born

                                     So let me  please  the Dogs

You were born in the wrong sex

So you should meet your doom

My womb is meant for little brother

Whom I will bear soon.

  

                                      Cry not fool for your curse is over

                                      Go move to the next life

                                      Pain would be more if I rear you

                                     And make you somebodys wife.

See the world  I grew up in

I wished i had not been

Better to die once and for all

 Than dying as a routine.